Friday, February 03, 2006

..nothin happened much..
..except in practicing for 2.4 i failed..
..even Harith and Zul won me...
..ironic...coz my last 2.4 run timing las year was 11..
..but then..i walked for 1 round..and stopped..
..walk back and walk with raymond..
..Raymond is damm fit..ironic he also pancit..
..we also stop 2 laugh at Mok...who was vomitting..
..ala...who cares that much about him..everyone hates him..
..aahh..well...its just practice..
..there's always a first time for everything..
..Erhh..come 2 think of it..2 pun nk rename...Triple S is now EC..
..wat's the diff..
..Had Chem EC just now..
..ermm..i dunnoe how i gt correct for most question
..suprising..i really need to score A1 for all subject..
..even though it sound impossible..
..wishh me luckk..
..
..I just realize something..
..realize that i regret..
..for using the word busy..
..mostly on my prim school frd's..
..I did changed..
..I guess..
..went to sec sch..i forgot about them
..but now..i want to change back..to my old ways..
..but then..i was busy..
..busy with life..
..busy to care about my old classmates..
..who always cheer's up my life..
..i forgot that they too had a life..
..and when they need a listening ear
..coz during lower sec..some called
..and my response was this..
..I always used the word.."Eh..sorry..aku bz arh..ader sekolah"
..but then..i lied sometimes..
..saw Zahira
..the one who usually aproached me
..boy was i dissapointed..
..in her...and to myself..
..did i do that
..she is a goner..i should think..
..wanted to talk..but then..hesitation..
..i knew a lot of shit that happened to herr..
..well...not justt herr..
..but then..durin lower sec..someone called me..
..i dunnoe who she was..but it sounded like her..
..she wanted to meet me...needed a listening ear was what she said..
..but then..
..i said the word again..
..without even thinking
..bz.. she said ok and quiclkly hung up..
..before i ask who was it..
..payphone..dammit..
..made me feel worse..was that
..she was crying..
..well..she wasn't the onli one who called
..had others who i know who they are
..and some news that stirrs up my mind lately..
..Shouren is in a boarding school in India..
..Jackson..from Ekspress to NA to NT
..and now a drop out..
..saddening news..all happened late last year
..this just make me more human..to feeell
..then..i went to upper sec
..no more such calls..
..onli then did i realised i was being selfish..
..coz this was the period i was waiting for these calls..
..i know now its too late..
..some hanyut..some never heard anythin about them..
..to my prim sch mates that i said bz too..mis..
..from Hazirah who likes to kick my legg for fun...to rojak
..and to Aliff who like to play soccer...a soccer star..
..who was usually with me wherever i goo
..I am sorry..miss u guys
..and to that gurl..whoever u are..
..i am ashamed..and i know these wrd would be meaningless..
..i am soorryy..

{ the revolution started at 9:27 pm}

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