Thursday, September 29, 2005

Stupid faggot...asshole...

Like they won't tell me...

Asshole...

Nk mengumpat pasal aku attention seeker...

Come on la...aku pendiam...sape sak yg suke pekik2

At least aku kenal org..dorg kenal aku..

Without any means of attention seekeing...

Nt like u...an unknown faggot....

Nk kate aku salah agama....sori sikit

Sape ajar kau dlm Masjid bole buat bising.....

Satan atau Dajjal...bodo nye bahadol......

Aku kacau org....ermm...bile eh....oh...aku lupa...kau bahadol

Maner ader....kalau tumnbuk ader...macam muka sialan kau...juz wait...

I will smack u upside down......Asshole...u dot know wat i am capable off

If i had made some of the strongest cry before...2 strong jerkk...kau apehal

U are nothin......U wanna knoe...tanyer ajek Asnim..

I may be quite...but when pissed....U BEWARE!!!!

Some stupid motha fucker is hacking into my frens account one by one...asshole

If u dare hack into mine...i will get u

{ the revolution started at 10:02 pm}

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

The Bapok like to Talk behind others back...Beware!!...Asshole..
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Nk mengumpat cakap depan2 la...penakut...nk mengumpat...bodo...those are my frens...loyal frnes...asshole...
MY SISTER IS A BITCH

{ the revolution started at 10:47 pm}

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Well....life sux right now...

Exams are juz around the corner....

and i have not started studying......

Shit......

I am so....feeling down....stupid sister......

Soo...u guys have been asking me the same question over and over again....

"asal tk nk keluar??"....."asal diam??"......

guess u guys notice...that i am unuaully quite in class......

haiz.....juz that...i am down.....drawing away.....

stupid Balbinas.....watever ur name is.......asshole....

already the most hated guy in school......

next friday exam.....

shit....

even my teacher say's i am nt communicating wiz the others......

and sshe was suprised....that i can do everything when i am unusually quite.....

well...that is the way i am......laziness juz get the better of me.......

Cikgu Sharifah from primary school invited me out.....her treat....

nice...looking forward to that....juz need to contact Nadia first to see if she waana follow....

my couzzin...same claz...jngn sala teke.....juz...stop asking me for her num

felt guilty of not going to her wedding when she invited...went to Dubai.....

hrrmmm...wat else

hrmm...Mother Tongue......gt a revision notes....juz when my day was already bad...

Look at the note....make me more feeling down.......

There....it state......notes was from Cikgu Supendi.....

Dunearn Secondary School...

Head of Malay Department.....

nice....stupid....wat did i do....

to make u soo mad at me yanna.......

hrmm....frd's for how many year's......

13 years......

u think i would do something stupid as that.....

soo....wat if the guy look like me....

it doesnt have to be me......

All this years....haiz...dot know wat to say to u....

Dun be mad at me.......

Call me....

and hope u are reading this......

okiez....

damm....

that is it for now...

~~@d!0U$ @m!g0$~~

{ the revolution started at 9:30 pm}

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

I Hate Bapoks......
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Haizz...life is terrible...when i did somthin wrng....even the slightest mistake....kene marah.....if i make an achievment....nobodi seem's to care......dun even notice i guess......
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.today...hapi...pissed off...happi again...pissed off again..... haaizz....was in a happi mood.....waking around in school searching for my class....missed two periods......hahaz...then...found them...in ScienceLab....that was a first...never been to Science Lab for physics before......after that PE.....wooohooo...gerik sak...first time i saw the girls really active in PE.....especially Fateema and Rahayu...me...being panthers and red house...won...haha.....soo...after that recess.....than...math,,,never did my hw....die..haha....
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soo..had C&E project....ZULHILMI BIN ZAINAL tryin to piss me off......come on la...perangai da macam bapok...nk attract attention...fucking attention seeker....there is a limit...nk panggil aku bodo....sape yg selenge.....kau ke aku...mane ade bdk keje Cisco...TEENAGER....c'mon la...he must go NS la first....bodoh nye bahadol.....da la gay....serious sak...then Mother Tongue.......Isaac console me from hitting that faggot......haha.....good...at MT...also tryin to attract attention....tryin really hard nt to hit him....shouted out loudly for him to SHUT UP!!!!!...haha...he really did shut up... i am nt your friendly councellor...i gt violent too...
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than...gt prefect thingy......play soccer first...lazy sak...haha...the 307 vs 308&306........haha....Mr Goh came...haha...kene critisize by everyone sakkk......haha....funni...that went to prefect thingy.....came late...assighned to group 4.....lame sakmy group...haha....sial...eat a lot later...they gave free food....haha.....haha...play waterbomb...Liyanna like kicking my leg...soo...wet her...hahaha.......and Izwan....than...want to ncc store later.....had to check the new things out........haha....redecorated....before that....prefect als change room...from first floor to third floor...was suprised la...haha...suddenly barge into the old pefect room which was occpied ny my ex-eng teacher...she turned it into a councelling room....haha...paise.......soo.....after that...went home...and was pissed off again at ngaji....by aye and mamin...my younger bro fwens...so...shouted shut up at them.....again....and hey kept quite....haha...fucking morons........heard there was a lot of troubles in ncc girls......haiz....juz respect ur spec........they are already stressed by ur attendence......and now...attitude.......haiz....i already get my respect....coz my cadets are scared of mee....good...at least they show respect.....hahaz.....except hadi...kene marah sikit da nk buat muke masam...tk datang...sial....da kene 2ari lagik....haha...bodo....k lah...that is it for now....

{ the revolution started at 10:24 pm}

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Monday, September 12, 2005

ehWellz...the holidays has passed...Spec course is over.....and school have started
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Wellz...Spec course was eventful...Ncc girl's...especially Azura...kacau aku..Waking up very early...and ther things..didn't get wat i expected.....haiz...like fuck.....but....wat to do...it was tiring.....Najib...a frd of mine from madrasah...religous school....was talking behind my back to my ncc girls unit....i think he want's attention.....fucking bastard.....at least those gal's that he tried to talk to helped me....by talking back and scolding him....actually....he was one of the most hated guy la at spec course...stuid faggot...last day kene hang...good thing his master seargent was there and settled things....miss those Clt's...especially Clt Farhan and Fadilee...ok2...was also almost in a fight....becoz of somethin la...didn't get best cadet aku nye pasal...da la kering...tumbuk sekali melayang....haha...Will also miss the time when Adib when we steal jelly.....lapar sngt...hahaz
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going home was heartbreaking man...i found out i was third seargeant......damm dissapointed....haiz...should have prepared more...but like the saying....."wat is pass is pass".....nvm...on the mrt...was the heartbreaking part......looking at my frd's cry...made me wanna cry....Nat...Amelia Bones and Radiyanah(apparently...this is the girl that people say we are twins...fuck them...u wanna her number...ask her)......we went to eat later......Rad didn't want to follow...guess that she was too sad....feel kinda sad too....
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Soo...on Saturday had picnic wiz the Ncc...celeberate for spec course....haha...i and Arithzuan kene blanket party...busted...until my head bleed sak...but...nvm...than lay cathing macam bdk kt dlm maze.....soo..u had guess....it was at Pasir Ris park.....
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Soo...had Madrasah yesterday......Najib want to show off that he was second seargent...ket pestering me wat rank i get...cakap je la second...nk kacau aku...aku pekik terus diam...babi nye bahadol...penakut satan.....anyway...waiting for ncc shirt to arrive..
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Today...was soo sleepy man...slept durin bio....than mt.....kacau si Shahida Haseena....buat gelak.....padan muka....memekak kn......than recess...frantic sak.....ingt hp hilang...rupanye kwn sembunyikkan...cibai.....ohh...it means i thought my hp lost...but my dumb frd hid it.....anyway....durin math...borin...than during chem...slet the whole way...moral education...received class t-shirt and and clazz photo...will upload it if i have the time....hahaz....Arithzuan kene loblo...funni sakk...sori arh dok...juz 4 fun.....had to meet wiz Sir Achid after scool...talk2....about ncc...than talk about about tomm training...orientering...den...help Cikgu Azizah ngan m&d file claz cleanliness thingy....abe Cikgu Badariah kasi oreo's..thnx arh......jumpa yg lain kt bubble tea shop later.....haha...talk2.....was rainnig like fcuk sak.....niwayz....went home later.....after Sir Achid take bus...girls came and talk2....haha...i know that she was interested in me......niwayz...she boarded the bus wiz me.....and alighted at the next stop.....dun care la...she gt frd....anyway nt that interested...sori eh......
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Anyway...Haikal...nk tipu aku kau pasal kau hang out ngan Hilmi ngan Farhana...macam aku bodo gi2......muka kau.....bapok haram.....rupanye hang out kt MADRASAH...bodo...dorg kate kau bapok....padan muke.....sial nye "sedare".

{ the revolution started at 9:56 pm}

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

woooohoooo...back from spec course....1st day........haha.....nat2......nvm....haha....was kinda nervous......but it turn out all right....makin jokes with a guy name Lukman.....well2....who could have guess who i saw.....my kindergarten frd....Saddiq......haha...i used to disturb tht bum....."sadiq sega raga...bapak mentua"...something like that...dot know how to spell.....still remember......his face was on my graduation photograph...sibuk aje.....haha...he use to stick wiz me.....anyway...hahah....haven seen him for 9 years....he...me and his frd...Lukman was makin jokes on our ic....selenge...then this malay girl....from katong Convent...panggil pravathi la....kekek sak......her name was Norain....or somethin like that......haha....then Faris made this stupid comment.....nk carik nahas pe....haha....call this Mam karat...he didn't know she was malay...Mam Suhaila.......bodo nye satan....anyway.....went home later...quite a long trip....listen to Mp3....Me...Faris..Bones...Shuz...Rad and...one more persn take the early train...then alight at the next to wait for the rest....bodo nye Hilmi...kate semua nk naik tapi belum.........haha....anyway....need to report very early sak tommorow....about 5.45 go la....need to report nby 7.30....gonna be a long trip....and there is going to be a test too...soo....wish me luck!!!...hahaz....

{ the revolution started at 9:50 pm}

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

wohoo
received several comment that i was a blue freak....not really...haha...juz realized...i bring a blue wallet...bag...pencil case and torchlight to schoool........and this is in blue too.....and i have several blue mahjng paper...my bedroom is blue.....even my bed is blue....hahaha.......
Teacher day was fun.......and one of the moz memorable day this year......also bcoz of the laz minit preparations.....haha.....everythin went ok...as planned.... manage to go to my claz party at the laz moment...bcoz of preparetion.....haiz...arrived onli when it was almost over....had a bit off fun....soo...went back to hall coz performance was about to start and i was in "charge".......my clazz was late...actually had ask them to come down...Mr Goh was making jokes....and kept insisting that it have'nt started...soo...juz laugh and went away...when they arrive...teachers was nt allowed entrence at first....haha....soo...i wanna have a bit of fun....ask them to take a partner and hold hands......and they actually listened.....hahaha!!...kekek sak....performance was alright.....i personnaly like the last one...by teachers and students...on a boy and a girl...haha...Fu'at was crazy as usual during the performance......added his touch here and there.......haha...like he want's attention.....soo...went to claz later...no one was there...sooo...went to prefect room...haha..air-corn.....had a lame party there actually.....wat do u expect from nerd heads.....haiz..sori if anyone is offended...soo..
Went back to changkat primary...it had really changed after upgrading....didn't get to use the facalities even though we had to contribute about thirty bucks for it....i want my money back BITCH....i foret to tell u that the new princile was a bitch....didn't let us in....had to wait for about two hours....FcUK HER...someore action...already bald....DID I MENTION HER>>>YES>>>SHE IS BALD IN THE CENTER......HAHAHA......meet up wiz cikgu sharifah...missed her...too bad Mr Iskandar went home early...walow...nvm...there is always next year.......haha...met up wiz alt of my old peeps.....fun sak...Cikgu Sharifah...talk2 lah...missed her wedding last year...went to Dubai...really regret it seh...i and onli some others was invited......haiz......talk that we were the most best student....the ones that listen to her advice....haha...make fun of meee.....she was proud of us...then...some sec 1 came...kena scolding coz they were wild....i am nt a nerd......then laugh2...ask her asal tk akai tudung...haha...take off sekejap eh.....hehe...our advice tk ikut......but really dissapointed wiz the rest of the others who went wild......soo...juz gt a message from azlyn...gonna have a reunion soon....coooolllll!!!!!!!!....this time....her treat........baik arh......she looks sleepy though......kesyan...later...help her carry her things to her husbands car.....wow....she received a lot of things.....several boxes......her husband was okay....then...shamir came...he finished school late......btw......they had a nice car........soo....went to the canteen later...azlyn...astuty...ayuni and khairunisa came...memekak seh...amik gamba.....hahaha....
went playing sccer later....mannn....i have really rusted.....haha....the old legends of changkat...Shamir...Farhan...Afif...Haider...Heng Leng and me..need to really buck up man......i really suck compare to the rest....kate aje legends.....sial......actually nk cabut ngaji...abe rase serbe salah....asnim arithzuan and fahmi was at my house at the time...watching tv...wiz my sister watching them....haiz.....i like my prim school friends better man.....they show respect to everyone and does nt bully people even though the are cool and strong.......
Soo....today went to beach road.....beli bende ncc.......next goo to my couz shop below....buisness was as usual....too many orders....soo famous sak thier stall....nasi ayam....my uncle was relaxing.....then...came this order for chiken rice for a feast wow...alot man.......for ncc girls...dun know wat school lah...haiz...wasted.....soo...went up to go this place to meet frd's....guys okay.....anyway...this indian came by and introduce himself....talk lah while waiting....then he ask me to go back to his house...i resisted....kept on asking me......offer me things..........i felt uneasy la......soo.....went away....he followed me sak wherever i go...then...i went to him and confront him.....he quickly go away.....wow...first girls....now boys.....wat am i...an attention magnet.....attention that i dun want......haiz...wat is hapening man......haiz....

{ the revolution started at 9:55 pm}

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